ok, so, by pragmatic i understand it as...i will do something practical and then evaluate what i did, by measuring the progress or the outcome...
so, i pray to a statue...i don;t feel any closer to Waheguru...i stop praying to a statue...good start
so, i sit for meditation on Gurbani...i don;t feel any closer to waheguru...i stop meditating on gurbani.
this is a very pragmatic approach...if i relied on this...i would have stopped here or looked elsewhere...
so, one day i try meditation again...and "boooooooooooom" its different this time...what changed?
its not something i achieved by evaluating a method, or an approach using logic and reasoning.....so what changed?
this time, i felt a burning sensation deep within....where did that come from? this time i felt a pull that i couldnt explain....where did that come from? i feel love....a longing...a thirst...a feeling like being in a fereign land and wanting to return home...home sick...
where is the practical evaluation in that? what domain am i within here? can i relive it? i can try the same method or approach tonight....sit in the same position, speak the same words, meditate in the same way and nothing...
what is it that was different the time it went "boooooom"...i can only call it Surrendering to something that goes beyond all logic and reasoning and evaluation...and trusting it....is it the realm of grace as Sri Guru Nanak Dev ji talk of....i dont know...but lets see where it takes me...
Surrendering means doing something with no want of reward or particular outcome...you just be, and let it be...and you trust the outcome will be whatever outcome was meant to be...His Will...
His Flow...
Being Pragmatic is very useful, gets you at least looking in the right direction...but in the end, it still involves logic...at some point i feel you have to let that go