your possibly on the wrong site with this question, what you are looking for is for someone to take your guilt away, there are other sites that will tell you to do this, or do that, or chant this, or say this prayer a few times, or whatever,
Today i am feeling like i am the worst person in the world
yeah your the worst person in the world, much worse than Hitler, Jack the ripper, and all the other bad folks, get over it, even Sikhs are not perfect you know.
Back in india i never had sex and knew that before marriage, sex is prohibited in sikhism
I don't think that it is, that is a Punjabi cultural thing, and even then having sex is not prohibited, just getting caught.
but after coming to canada, i saw a whole new culture and such a open environment that even married woman were having boyfriends.
you mean the real world, well done for that, but don't kid yourself that these things don't happen back home, its just not made public so that people like you can think that you are surrounded by the good and the moral,
Also my work environment was filled with such kind of people who were full of lust.
yeah, you mean normal people, with normal feelings and normal desires.
And i became one of them by forgetting Sikhism
ok, you got laid, and now you wan't sympathy, hey good for you, I have'nt been laid since my divorce years ago, I am quite jealous.
I had sex with married and unmarried girl in last two years..
ok ok don't rub it in, what do you wan't a medal?
But over few weeks ago my lord opened my eyes in such a way that i started following him like i use to do in india and forget everything.
ah yes, the guilt, damn that guilt
But over few weeks ago my lord opened my eyes in such a way that i started following him like i use to do in india and forget everything..but yesterday a really big mistake happened, i had Sex with one of my married friend after having sex i felt so bad i i seriously want to cry i am feeling so guilty please gursikh brothers and sisters please help me please..
hang on, I'm confused, I though the Lord opened your eyes a few weeks ago, and yesterday you screwed your married friend, what happened to the big eye opening thing, didn't it work?
You want to cry? wow, are you old enough to be having sex? you are feeling so guilty? oh poor you, what do you want sympathy? why don't you think of the husband of the woman you screwed, instead of yourself? and how can we help you? if the Lord opening your eyes was not enough than how can we do anything, other show you to be the pathetic wretch you are? how come guys like you get sex, and men like me end up working and sleeping all day, every day? Maybe I am doing it wrong, I should stop acting like a man and embrace being a wimp!
but from yesterday i am not feeling that i am deserving enough to say waheguru ...
Please help me
I hope I have, although you may not think so,
Forget your God focus on the people you are screwing up, you clearly give the impression of being a man, despite being rather pathetic underneath, why not think of all the partners of all the women you are screwing, why not think of the women you are screwing, do they deserve to put their marriages, their lives on the line for a child? Man up, find a loving relationship and stick with it, stop letting your {censored} rule your brain, and if you are going to, don't whine about it afterwards like a 9 year old, God is not going to help you, only you can help you, its convenient to bring God into this, because when you go screw someone else, you can blame God for not doing enough to stop you, give it up, you are in charge of your own life, your own destiny and your own {censored}, grow up.
excuse my harsh words, but sometimes it pays to accept what you have done rather than make excuses and try and get rid of your guilt, if your guilt goes, then all this is ok, and you will carry on, so, suffer your guilt, although I am not quite sure what you feel guilty about, all you talk about is yourself and your feelings rather than people whose lives you are ruining.
