"Dil honna chahida jawaan, umraan which kee rakhyaa" means "Youth is not a time of life, it is a state of mind. You are as old as your doubt, your fear, your despair. The way to keep young is to keep your faith young. Keep Your self-confidence young. Keep your hope young...
Yesterday, I had a horrific day but it ended with a nice message for me...
I woke up to realize that my mobile had been disconnected for not paying the bills although i pay my bill regularly... it was shocking as i had not received the bills statement... more importantly i use my mobile to log into the internet... so with no mobile connection, i had no connection with the outside world... internet... so that intrruption resulted in my getting irritated and furiously angry... I reached their office and furiously questioned the authority as to why the connection was disconnected when i am duly paying the bills, moreover i have not received the monthly bills statements for last three months, so how am i supposed to pay... on this the manager replied bluntly that its secondary thing that i did not receive the bill, as i should be supposed to know when to pay the bill... i was shocked to hear the reply and only got more infuriated and started heated arguments and then i even got the shock of my life... i had deposited the pending bill by way of a check and the manager simply refused to reconnect my mobile services by saying that that only after the check would be realised that my services would be reinstated... it was a personal insult of mine: challenging my creditabilty by that lillyput...

by that time i realised knew that i was so furious and the matters would get even more worse if stayed there and so i left the office without further deliberations and with a dead mobile in my hands...
Now, i was in my office cabin and tried to cool my heads off... after sometime (almost half the day) i was normal... i gave it a thought and decided to send oneo of my collegues to their office and told him to sumbit cash and take back the check without ever letting them about what happend in the morning... in half an hour my mobile was up and connected...
In the evening i was wondering as to why i did let my anger get better of me... more often than not it spoils the things for me beyond repair... i could have talked to the manager in a more composed polite way and should not have let him become stubborn with false ego even though i was not at fault... i only wasted my mental energy and resources... gained nothing... a good management lesson for my mind...
Regards