- Jan 31, 2011
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Ok, the month from hell is over, the living within Hukam is going well, its almost like everytime I feel like doing something outside of Hukam, using the excuse, 'but thats who I am', I hear a second voice 'you don't have to be this, you can be anyone, you could even be yourself', so I find my definition of me changing rapidly, I used to think I had an addictive personality, now I find I just have no discipline, I thought I was a depressive, but in fact I can just be self indulgent, its amazing how we label ourselves, give ourselves excuses for our behaviour, our thought patterns, what we say, it seems all to easy to pass the buck, it was my childhood, it was school, it was something in the womb, but at the end of the day, if you can get into the habit of doing the right thing, it starts to stick, it becomes part of your personality, it starts to become something that defines you,
