I'm an amridhari Sikh and have been for quite a long time now. About a few years ago I didn't have the best sangat and used to mess around a lot. I'm really ashamed of this but my friends always used to talk about kaam and from then on, still, now, I have an addiction to masturbating. I've tried to stop, and am willing to stop, but don't think I'll be forgiven by Waheguru. I used to watch pornography, but I've stopped that. Now I still mastr=urbate here and there. Can someone please tell me if I will reach God or because of my paap I will go to hell.