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ਸੋ ਦਰੁ | So Dar
ਸੋਹਿਲਾ | Sohilaa
ਰਾਗੁ ਸਿਰੀਰਾਗੁ | Raag Siree-Raag
Gurbani (14-53)
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Gurbani (71-74)
Pahre (74-78)
Chhant (78-81)
Vanjara (81-82)
Vaar Siri Raag (83-91)
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Gurbani (94-109)
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Ashtpadi (129-130)
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Bara Maha (133-136)
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Gurbani (151-185)
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Ashtpadiyan (220-234)
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Gurbani (347-348)
Chaupaday (348-364)
Panchpadde (364-365)
Kaafee (365-409)
Aasaavaree (409-411)
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Chhant (435-462)
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ਰਾਗੁ ਗੂਜਰੀ | Raag Goojaree
Gurbani (489-503)
Ashtpadiyan (503-508)
Vaar Gujari (508-517)
Vaar Gujari (517-526)
ਰਾਗੁ ਦੇਵਗੰਧਾਰੀ | Raag Dayv-Gandhaaree
Gurbani (527-536)
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Gurbani (537-556)
Chhant (538-548)
Vaar Bihaagraa (548-556)
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Gurbani (557-564)
Ashtpadiyan (564-565)
Chhant (565-575)
Ghoriaan (575-578)
Alaahaniiaa (578-582)
Vaar Wadhans (582-594)
ਰਾਗੁ ਸੋਰਠਿ | Raag Sorath
Gurbani (595-634)
Asatpadhiya (634-642)
Vaar Sorath (642-659)
ਰਾਗੁ ਧਨਾਸਰੀ | Raag Dhanasaree
Gurbani (660-685)
Astpadhiya (685-687)
Chhant (687-691)
Bhagat Bani (691-695)
ਰਾਗੁ ਜੈਤਸਰੀ | Raag Jaitsree
Gurbani (696-703)
Chhant (703-705)
Vaar Jaitsaree (705-710)
Bhagat Bani (710)
ਰਾਗੁ ਟੋਡੀ | Raag Todee
ਰਾਗੁ ਬੈਰਾੜੀ | Raag Bairaaree
ਰਾਗੁ ਤਿਲੰਗ | Raag Tilang
Gurbani (721-727)
Bhagat Bani (727)
ਰਾਗੁ ਸੂਹੀ | Raag Suhi
Gurbani (728-750)
Ashtpadiyan (750-761)
Kaafee (761-762)
Suchajee (762)
Gunvantee (763)
Chhant (763-785)
Vaar Soohee (785-792)
Bhagat Bani (792-794)
ਰਾਗੁ ਬਿਲਾਵਲੁ | Raag Bilaaval
Gurbani (795-831)
Ashtpadiyan (831-838)
Thitteen (838-840)
Vaar Sat (841-843)
Chhant (843-848)
Vaar Bilaaval (849-855)
Bhagat Bani (855-858)
ਰਾਗੁ ਗੋਂਡ | Raag Gond
Gurbani (859-869)
Ashtpadiyan (869)
Bhagat Bani (870-875)
ਰਾਗੁ ਰਾਮਕਲੀ | Raag Ramkalee
Ashtpadiyan (902-916)
Gurbani (876-902)
Anand (917-922)
Sadd (923-924)
Chhant (924-929)
Dakhnee (929-938)
Sidh Gosat (938-946)
Vaar Ramkalee (947-968)
ਰਾਗੁ ਨਟ ਨਾਰਾਇਨ | Raag Nat Narayan
Gurbani (975-980)
Ashtpadiyan (980-983)
ਰਾਗੁ ਮਾਲੀ ਗਉੜਾ | Raag Maalee Gauraa
Gurbani (984-988)
Bhagat Bani (988)
ਰਾਗੁ ਮਾਰੂ | Raag Maaroo
Gurbani (889-1008)
Ashtpadiyan (1008-1014)
Kaafee (1014-1016)
Ashtpadiyan (1016-1019)
Anjulian (1019-1020)
Solhe (1020-1033)
Dakhni (1033-1043)
ਰਾਗੁ ਤੁਖਾਰੀ | Raag Tukhaari
Bara Maha (1107-1110)
Chhant (1110-1117)
ਰਾਗੁ ਕੇਦਾਰਾ | Raag Kedara
Gurbani (1118-1123)
Bhagat Bani (1123-1124)
ਰਾਗੁ ਭੈਰਉ | Raag Bhairo
Gurbani (1125-1152)
Partaal (1153)
Ashtpadiyan (1153-1167)
ਰਾਗੁ ਬਸੰਤੁ | Raag Basant
Gurbani (1168-1187)
Ashtpadiyan (1187-1193)
Vaar Basant (1193-1196)
ਰਾਗੁ ਸਾਰਗ | Raag Saarag
Gurbani (1197-1200)
Partaal (1200-1231)
Ashtpadiyan (1232-1236)
Chhant (1236-1237)
Vaar Saarang (1237-1253)
ਰਾਗੁ ਮਲਾਰ | Raag Malaar
Gurbani (1254-1293)
Partaal (1265-1273)
Ashtpadiyan (1273-1278)
Chhant (1278)
Vaar Malaar (1278-91)
Bhagat Bani (1292-93)
ਰਾਗੁ ਕਾਨੜਾ | Raag Kaanraa
Gurbani (1294-96)
Partaal (1296-1318)
Ashtpadiyan (1308-1312)
Chhant (1312)
Vaar Kaanraa
Bhagat Bani (1318)
ਰਾਗੁ ਕਲਿਆਨ | Raag Kalyaan
Gurbani (1319-23)
Ashtpadiyan (1323-26)
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Gurbani (1327-1341)
Ashtpadiyan (1342-51)
ਰਾਗੁ ਜੈਜਾਵੰਤੀ | Raag Jaijaiwanti
Gurbani (1352-53)
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Sehskritee Mahala 1
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Gaathaa Mahala 5
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Shaloks Bhagat Kabir
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<blockquote data-quote="Harry Haller" data-source="post: 217321" data-attributes="member: 14641"><p>yup that's me, however, feelings cannot just be honed to pain, a man that cannot feel pain in the midst of pain cannot feel anything, how does it feel to feel nothing? err like nothing, </p><p></p><p></p><p>yup me again, for two months, I have refused to allow myself to act like a grateful puppy when pleasure or affection come my way, shove it, shove your pleasure, and shove your affection, as for fear, well, when you reject affection, pleasure, believe me, you have nothing to lose, and thus nothing to fear, did the great god give us these feelings, these abilities to be happy and drown in love, just to reject them?</p><p></p><p></p><p> the world works on validation, everyone needs validation, and everyone gets hurt by slander, me, I could not give two hoots, if anything, I get seriously worried when I am validated or praised, it means I am doing something wrong, again, greed, attachment, pride, have no place in my life, as anyone who sees me on a regular basis will testify, I look like a hobo, talk like a madman, and laugh as the people around me worry about what they have, and how they can have more, {censored}s, do I feel close to God in this respect, no, no way, I feel further away from God, further away from the action, like someone that has just paid a fortune to go Alton Towers, and then spent the whole day looking at the sky</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>oh I love this, I hate the concept of honor, I hate the fact that honor plays such a huge part of our religion, now I am not talking about the honor that comes with the giving of ones word, personally, my word is quite precious, and I have spent decades honoring my word, and it has cost me a small fortune, but all I have is my word, so that is what honor is to me, and that honor is precious, but the above honor, I believe refers to family honor, or reputation, joy and sorrow, again are alien to me at the moment, but I yearn for them, am starting to yearn for them, I am yearning to feel again, to feel something, any {censored}ing thing</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Yes, thats me, I have renounced all hope, all desire, but I don't feel God dwelling in my heart, I feel dead, ah, there is one word that I have not used yet, that word is free, can't feel much, that is true, but I am as free as a bird, I can do any {censored}ing thing I want, although there is not much I want to do, but everything is open, being spit roasted by two trannies in thailand whilst high on smack, going to work in a pingla home, touring europe on a motorbike, becoming a fully fledged amritdhari, everything is possible, I am free, but, no I cannot feel God in my heart, but then that depends on who or what God is, personally, I see more of God in a dog turd, than I do in say a Gurdwara committee, or a man all dressed in white, with white turban and black sunglasses, (why are they always aviators?), the dog turd contains purity, a mass of life in a small world of its own, millions of organisms all living, eating, surviving, growing, now that is quite beautiful, well, in my opinion anyway. </p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>ah., here is where I am going wrong, clearly I am not blessed, </p><p></p><p></p><p>for water to merge with water, it has to be water, for a man to merge with the lord of the universe, he would have to be like the lord of the universe, I think there is much much more to being like the lord of the universe than not feeling anything, I have complied with the above shabad completely, yet I am an oddball weirdo that looks like a tramp, whom people accuse of having no drive, or ambition, or honor, or pride, I get sad looks and shakes of heads, you could have been so much Harry, so much, with a nice house, and a nice car, and a business, and a wife, and kids, what a waste they say, what a waste. </p><p></p><p>there is more to merging than living like this, much more, there has to be, because allow me to tell you, all I am doing is wasting a god given chance to live and use my skills and abilities to my best</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Harry Haller, post: 217321, member: 14641"] yup that's me, however, feelings cannot just be honed to pain, a man that cannot feel pain in the midst of pain cannot feel anything, how does it feel to feel nothing? err like nothing, yup me again, for two months, I have refused to allow myself to act like a grateful puppy when pleasure or affection come my way, shove it, shove your pleasure, and shove your affection, as for fear, well, when you reject affection, pleasure, believe me, you have nothing to lose, and thus nothing to fear, did the great god give us these feelings, these abilities to be happy and drown in love, just to reject them? the world works on validation, everyone needs validation, and everyone gets hurt by slander, me, I could not give two hoots, if anything, I get seriously worried when I am validated or praised, it means I am doing something wrong, again, greed, attachment, pride, have no place in my life, as anyone who sees me on a regular basis will testify, I look like a hobo, talk like a madman, and laugh as the people around me worry about what they have, and how they can have more, {censored}s, do I feel close to God in this respect, no, no way, I feel further away from God, further away from the action, like someone that has just paid a fortune to go Alton Towers, and then spent the whole day looking at the sky oh I love this, I hate the concept of honor, I hate the fact that honor plays such a huge part of our religion, now I am not talking about the honor that comes with the giving of ones word, personally, my word is quite precious, and I have spent decades honoring my word, and it has cost me a small fortune, but all I have is my word, so that is what honor is to me, and that honor is precious, but the above honor, I believe refers to family honor, or reputation, joy and sorrow, again are alien to me at the moment, but I yearn for them, am starting to yearn for them, I am yearning to feel again, to feel something, any {censored}ing thing Yes, thats me, I have renounced all hope, all desire, but I don't feel God dwelling in my heart, I feel dead, ah, there is one word that I have not used yet, that word is free, can't feel much, that is true, but I am as free as a bird, I can do any {censored}ing thing I want, although there is not much I want to do, but everything is open, being spit roasted by two trannies in thailand whilst high on smack, going to work in a pingla home, touring europe on a motorbike, becoming a fully fledged amritdhari, everything is possible, I am free, but, no I cannot feel God in my heart, but then that depends on who or what God is, personally, I see more of God in a dog turd, than I do in say a Gurdwara committee, or a man all dressed in white, with white turban and black sunglasses, (why are they always aviators?), the dog turd contains purity, a mass of life in a small world of its own, millions of organisms all living, eating, surviving, growing, now that is quite beautiful, well, in my opinion anyway. ah., here is where I am going wrong, clearly I am not blessed, for water to merge with water, it has to be water, for a man to merge with the lord of the universe, he would have to be like the lord of the universe, I think there is much much more to being like the lord of the universe than not feeling anything, I have complied with the above shabad completely, yet I am an oddball weirdo that looks like a tramp, whom people accuse of having no drive, or ambition, or honor, or pride, I get sad looks and shakes of heads, you could have been so much Harry, so much, with a nice house, and a nice car, and a business, and a wife, and kids, what a waste they say, what a waste. there is more to merging than living like this, much more, there has to be, because allow me to tell you, all I am doing is wasting a god given chance to live and use my skills and abilities to my best [/QUOTE]
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