I did not get any pleasure driving it anymore, I have given up Almond Magnums, I have a freezer full of them, I am losing weight as I have no appetite, I have bought a 1995 Nissan 1.6, I have nil libido, I am constantly tired, and constantly fuzzy, I really enjoy James Blunt, he is so mellow and peaceful, and I have an appointment with a pension specialist on Tuesday, I looked in the mirror last night, fish eyes, dead eyes, I am wondering now why we have so many animals, they cost a fortune and it is not very pragmastic or realistic to have so many, especially when we should be saving for our old age, I did not take my tablet last night, I have been on many drugs in my life, speed, cocaine, pot, (not heroin!), booze, a mixture of all 4, but never, never have I encountered such a dangerous drug before, it literaly kills you, it enhances nothing, it just slowly destroys you from inside until you are nothing but a zombie, within an hour of taking it, I am as high as a kite, I am glad I tried it, I now know how my wife feels, although to be fair, I did not give it long enough, but I do have an inkling of what her world is like, and for that, it was a useful excercise, As I have not been taking them long, my libido started to return this morning, what am I? some helpless idiot with no self control or discipline? that I have to numb myself rather than just control my desires? Good, anti depressants, tried that, didn't work, so, my old buddy Chazji, I will try your stuff, I will wake up in the middle of the night, and I will try and connect with my inner, and we will see where that takes us.