- Jan 31, 2011
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I have not mentioned the dreams, the dreams always come back after the howling stops, the first night I had maybe 20 dreams, as time goes on the dreams get darker, more darker, last night Sian had an affair with someone else, and he had a newer Range Rover, and it did not have a porous block or even a head gasket issue, I came home and found them in my bed, with his brand new TDV8 parked in my drive, and it was not even leaking!
The only way I can sleep at night is to work 14-16 hour days, I feel a madness I never felt when I was howling, it is a familiar madness, the madness that started me howling in the first place, I obviously felt at the time that out of the two, the howling was easier than the madness, I can see why now.
The only way I can sleep at night is to work 14-16 hour days, I feel a madness I never felt when I was howling, it is a familiar madness, the madness that started me howling in the first place, I obviously felt at the time that out of the two, the howling was easier than the madness, I can see why now.
