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Islam Being Uprooted

Discussion in 'Interfaith Dialogues' started by Lucy Ahmed, Feb 20, 2009.

  1. Lucy Ahmed

    Lucy Ahmed
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    Apr 28, 2008
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    I found this poem by s Sikh girl (or a woman now).
    How sad........

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    Regrets.... I Have Many

    Life in leafy Edgbaston was cozy, routine and without much bother,

    Mummy and daddy where professional middle class,
    I was at college study for my A levels,
    I was shy and obedient but I wasn't content,
    I longed for excitement,
    I wanted to live the world,
    I wanted to be as bold as brass and that was my intent.
    At college one day, a lad approached me, as he towards me;

    I could see from afar around his neck, he wore the moon and stars
    around his neck.
    He was very persistent and sweet,
    told me I was beautiful from my head down to my feet. In my innocence by these tender words I was fooled,
    This Muslim boy loved me.
    And the love for my own family cooled.

    My stupidity lead me to follow western trends,
    I allowed him to become my boyfriend,
    He had me under his hypnotic spell,
    What I was going to do next nobody could tell,
    I moved from Edgbaston to Sparkbrook.
    I longed to be with my one and only Farooq.
    My life was to change completely,
    Long gone where the afternoon tea parties with the ladies,
    Long gone where my Mummy's BMW and Daddy's Mercedes,

    I was soon getting on and off buses and trams,
    As I struggled with a variety of prams,
    I was his sweetheart no more,
    Instead I had become his common ore.
    From Edgbaston to Sparkbrook and then to living hell
    That is Pakistan,

    A distant memory now, but please believe me,
    I had once stood shoulder to shoulder with my dear dad
    and demanded Khalistan.
    Oh God
    What have I done? !

    What has happened to me?
    What have I become?
    As I lay awake at night
    There is nobody to even hear me cry,
    My thoughts are unanswered, questions are my only escape,
    Somebody, anybody! Please tell me?

    Will I ever stand in the warmth of my kitchen again?
    Will I ever feel the hug of dear Daddy's strong arms?
    Will my brothers ever fight and play and argue with me again?
    Will I be there when my Mummy and Daddy grow old?
    When my brother gets married will I be there to put the kalgi on his
    Will I ever again experience the sweet nectar that is Gurbani?
    Will I ever share langar again?
    Now there are no answers, only questions.

    I have sown the seed of my own despair,
    My life is in ruins, which nobody can repair,
    My innocence, foolishness, kismet on me all have cheated,
    I desperately want my previous boring life,
    But I fear I am living in false hope,
    In my heart of hearts I know that can never be repeated.
    As I write these word in the unforgiving Pakis! tani heat,
    Streams of sweat and tears run down my face,
    I realise for me it is now too late,
    Life has dealt me a cruel fate,
    My living hell on my own I have to endure,
    But I plead with my Sikh sisters that you make sure
    Don't be fooled by his looks and false allure..

    Stay in the warmth of Sikh religion,
    Maintain your family values,
    Enjoy its rich culture, but unlike me don't abuse its social freedom,
    Ignore my advice at your peril,
    But I beg you to take, a good long hard look at me,
    A pitiful shambles I'm sure you will agree,
    Happiness or even hope, I haven't any,

    But regrets..... ........

    I have many
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  3. balli

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    Jul 21, 2006
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    truly sad ...........
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