Waheguru ji ka khalsa waheguru ji ki fateh !!
I am here because I want to ask a question. And as m new I don't know how to do that. I tried earlier but it didn't work. So m asking here. Well ! I am an 18 years old girl. A week before I thought of taking amrit. I know that's really a quick decision. So I wanted to ask someone. As I haven't told this to my family so I was looking for a discussion online. Actually I have a guilt of hurting my family. They used to love me a lot. But I have lost that love and respect as well. I couldn't find any solution to this. So I thought to be on a right path. The path of our gurus. So that I'll never hurt my parents and my whole family again. I really feel sad as I hurt them all. So was thinking of taking amrit. I don't know how my parents will react. As I don't even do nitnem. I want forgiveness from my parents as well as from god. So was kinda confused as am I ready to take amrit ?? and if yes then when should I go for it?? Will it help me for the forgiveness??
Please help me if u can. Because m confused to take or not.....
I am here because I want to ask a question. And as m new I don't know how to do that. I tried earlier but it didn't work. So m asking here. Well ! I am an 18 years old girl. A week before I thought of taking amrit. I know that's really a quick decision. So I wanted to ask someone. As I haven't told this to my family so I was looking for a discussion online. Actually I have a guilt of hurting my family. They used to love me a lot. But I have lost that love and respect as well. I couldn't find any solution to this. So I thought to be on a right path. The path of our gurus. So that I'll never hurt my parents and my whole family again. I really feel sad as I hurt them all. So was thinking of taking amrit. I don't know how my parents will react. As I don't even do nitnem. I want forgiveness from my parents as well as from god. So was kinda confused as am I ready to take amrit ?? and if yes then when should I go for it?? Will it help me for the forgiveness??
Please help me if u can. Because m confused to take or not.....