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Composition, Arrangement & Layout
ਜਪੁ | Jup
ਸੋ ਦਰੁ | So Dar
ਸੋਹਿਲਾ | Sohilaa
ਰਾਗੁ ਸਿਰੀਰਾਗੁ | Raag Siree-Raag
Gurbani (14-53)
Ashtpadiyan (53-71)
Gurbani (71-74)
Pahre (74-78)
Chhant (78-81)
Vanjara (81-82)
Vaar Siri Raag (83-91)
Bhagat Bani (91-93)
ਰਾਗੁ ਮਾਝ | Raag Maajh
Gurbani (94-109)
Ashtpadi (109)
Ashtpadiyan (110-129)
Ashtpadi (129-130)
Ashtpadiyan (130-133)
Bara Maha (133-136)
Din Raen (136-137)
Vaar Maajh Ki (137-150)
ਰਾਗੁ ਗਉੜੀ | Raag Gauree
Gurbani (151-185)
Quartets/Couplets (185-220)
Ashtpadiyan (220-234)
Karhalei (234-235)
Ashtpadiyan (235-242)
Chhant (242-249)
Baavan Akhari (250-262)
Sukhmani (262-296)
Thittee (296-300)
Gauree kii Vaar (300-323)
Gurbani (323-330)
Ashtpadiyan (330-340)
Baavan Akhari (340-343)
Thintteen (343-344)
Vaar Kabir (344-345)
Bhagat Bani (345-346)
ਰਾਗੁ ਆਸਾ | Raag Aasaa
Gurbani (347-348)
Chaupaday (348-364)
Panchpadde (364-365)
Kaafee (365-409)
Aasaavaree (409-411)
Ashtpadiyan (411-432)
Patee (432-435)
Chhant (435-462)
Vaar Aasaa (462-475)
Bhagat Bani (475-488)
ਰਾਗੁ ਗੂਜਰੀ | Raag Goojaree
Gurbani (489-503)
Ashtpadiyan (503-508)
Vaar Gujari (508-517)
Vaar Gujari (517-526)
ਰਾਗੁ ਦੇਵਗੰਧਾਰੀ | Raag Dayv-Gandhaaree
Gurbani (527-536)
ਰਾਗੁ ਬਿਹਾਗੜਾ | Raag Bihaagraa
Gurbani (537-556)
Chhant (538-548)
Vaar Bihaagraa (548-556)
ਰਾਗੁ ਵਡਹੰਸ | Raag Wadhans
Gurbani (557-564)
Ashtpadiyan (564-565)
Chhant (565-575)
Ghoriaan (575-578)
Alaahaniiaa (578-582)
Vaar Wadhans (582-594)
ਰਾਗੁ ਸੋਰਠਿ | Raag Sorath
Gurbani (595-634)
Asatpadhiya (634-642)
Vaar Sorath (642-659)
ਰਾਗੁ ਧਨਾਸਰੀ | Raag Dhanasaree
Gurbani (660-685)
Astpadhiya (685-687)
Chhant (687-691)
Bhagat Bani (691-695)
ਰਾਗੁ ਜੈਤਸਰੀ | Raag Jaitsree
Gurbani (696-703)
Chhant (703-705)
Vaar Jaitsaree (705-710)
Bhagat Bani (710)
ਰਾਗੁ ਟੋਡੀ | Raag Todee
ਰਾਗੁ ਬੈਰਾੜੀ | Raag Bairaaree
ਰਾਗੁ ਤਿਲੰਗ | Raag Tilang
Gurbani (721-727)
Bhagat Bani (727)
ਰਾਗੁ ਸੂਹੀ | Raag Suhi
Gurbani (728-750)
Ashtpadiyan (750-761)
Kaafee (761-762)
Suchajee (762)
Gunvantee (763)
Chhant (763-785)
Vaar Soohee (785-792)
Bhagat Bani (792-794)
ਰਾਗੁ ਬਿਲਾਵਲੁ | Raag Bilaaval
Gurbani (795-831)
Ashtpadiyan (831-838)
Thitteen (838-840)
Vaar Sat (841-843)
Chhant (843-848)
Vaar Bilaaval (849-855)
Bhagat Bani (855-858)
ਰਾਗੁ ਗੋਂਡ | Raag Gond
Gurbani (859-869)
Ashtpadiyan (869)
Bhagat Bani (870-875)
ਰਾਗੁ ਰਾਮਕਲੀ | Raag Ramkalee
Ashtpadiyan (902-916)
Gurbani (876-902)
Anand (917-922)
Sadd (923-924)
Chhant (924-929)
Dakhnee (929-938)
Sidh Gosat (938-946)
Vaar Ramkalee (947-968)
ਰਾਗੁ ਨਟ ਨਾਰਾਇਨ | Raag Nat Narayan
Gurbani (975-980)
Ashtpadiyan (980-983)
ਰਾਗੁ ਮਾਲੀ ਗਉੜਾ | Raag Maalee Gauraa
Gurbani (984-988)
Bhagat Bani (988)
ਰਾਗੁ ਮਾਰੂ | Raag Maaroo
Gurbani (889-1008)
Ashtpadiyan (1008-1014)
Kaafee (1014-1016)
Ashtpadiyan (1016-1019)
Anjulian (1019-1020)
Solhe (1020-1033)
Dakhni (1033-1043)
ਰਾਗੁ ਤੁਖਾਰੀ | Raag Tukhaari
Bara Maha (1107-1110)
Chhant (1110-1117)
ਰਾਗੁ ਕੇਦਾਰਾ | Raag Kedara
Gurbani (1118-1123)
Bhagat Bani (1123-1124)
ਰਾਗੁ ਭੈਰਉ | Raag Bhairo
Gurbani (1125-1152)
Partaal (1153)
Ashtpadiyan (1153-1167)
ਰਾਗੁ ਬਸੰਤੁ | Raag Basant
Gurbani (1168-1187)
Ashtpadiyan (1187-1193)
Vaar Basant (1193-1196)
ਰਾਗੁ ਸਾਰਗ | Raag Saarag
Gurbani (1197-1200)
Partaal (1200-1231)
Ashtpadiyan (1232-1236)
Chhant (1236-1237)
Vaar Saarang (1237-1253)
ਰਾਗੁ ਮਲਾਰ | Raag Malaar
Gurbani (1254-1293)
Partaal (1265-1273)
Ashtpadiyan (1273-1278)
Chhant (1278)
Vaar Malaar (1278-91)
Bhagat Bani (1292-93)
ਰਾਗੁ ਕਾਨੜਾ | Raag Kaanraa
Gurbani (1294-96)
Partaal (1296-1318)
Ashtpadiyan (1308-1312)
Chhant (1312)
Vaar Kaanraa
Bhagat Bani (1318)
ਰਾਗੁ ਕਲਿਆਨ | Raag Kalyaan
Gurbani (1319-23)
Ashtpadiyan (1323-26)
ਰਾਗੁ ਪ੍ਰਭਾਤੀ | Raag Prabhaatee
Gurbani (1327-1341)
Ashtpadiyan (1342-51)
ਰਾਗੁ ਜੈਜਾਵੰਤੀ | Raag Jaijaiwanti
Gurbani (1352-53)
Salok | Gatha | Phunahe | Chaubole | Swayiye
Sehskritee Mahala 1
Sehskritee Mahala 5
Gaathaa Mahala 5
Phunhay Mahala 5
Chaubolae Mahala 5
Shaloks Bhagat Kabir
Shaloks Sheikh Farid
Swaiyyae Mahala 5
Swaiyyae in Praise of Gurus
Shaloks in Addition To Vaars
Shalok Ninth Mehl
Mundavanee Mehl 5
ਰਾਗ ਮਾਲਾ, Raag Maalaa
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<blockquote data-quote="Harry Haller" data-source="post: 215903" data-attributes="member: 14641"><p>I am close, getting close, getting very close, to the answer? uhmm not sure, to my own answer, yes, absolutely,to my answer for this particular time, or to the answer I have been looking for all my life, I think the big answer, yes, the big one.</p><p></p><p>It has now been 2 years since I have been in my fortress of solitude, with the windows taped up, and a complete lack of any social interaction, its been good, really good, I have learned a lot, strangely enough more about people than myself, looking back, even though even 2 years ago, I was rebellious in my attitude, it is only when you lock yourself away that you see just how much of your thinking, every day behaviour and general actions are geared towards the dictation of society. It was not until I blocked out all, or as many as I could, of societies influences that came to understand what was 'people' and what was me, in that sense, trying to find your own core, becomes quite easy, it is whatever is not tainted by society. I have no friends, no associates, no people round me, just mum and dad, who seem happy to allow me to find my own way, provided I am happy in myself, great guys, I {censored}ing love the shit out of them. </p><p></p><p>So I still drive an old Land Rover, I still dress in shorts and odd socks, and a t shirt, and I have an utter, utter lack of interest in anything that is happening in the world, my own world is very very small, I trade on line still, I wake up at 4, I work, I clean, I pack, I have a nap, I eat, I work again, I play loud music all day, sometimes in the very early hours, I will take a spin in the Landy, its nice at that hour, only the foxes for company, the world looks post-apocalyptic, abandoned, empty, beautiful. I watch old comedies on youtube, play old music, its peaceful, so what are the answers, well, its appears quite quite simple, if you can wake up in the morning reasonably healthy, spend all day doing what you want to do, without anyone telling you what to do, sustain yourself financially, eat well, get some fresh air and exercise, and on the odd occasion, howl at the moon, well, I think that is pretty much it, for me anyway,</p><p></p><p>So where does God come into all this, well, he doesn't, sure, he exists, but not in the way that I feel is traditionally felt, the God that I believe in, was by my side when I drank myself into stupors, He was standing next to me when I was pronounced bankrupt, he was in the ambulance when I had my last heart attack, everything I have done, everything I have had pleasure in, and everything I found pain, he was there, next to me, suffering with me, taking pleasure with me, he suffered and enjoyed as I did, and now, as I am, he is at peace with me, I cannot explain my concept of God in any way other than that. I have never asked him for anything, but if I did, I know he would reply,. 'who am I to give you what you can give yourself', in moments of acute pain, I have been tempted to ask 'please take this pain away', but I know the reply would be 'who am I to take this pain away that you can take away yourself', in the past, when I have veered towards self destruction, he was there, undramatic, his words, always the same, 'everything is as it should be' such beautiful words,</p><p></p><p>Finally, some peace, finally, no shame, no guilt, and when I choose to howl, he is there, howling next to me, wow, what a God, what a guy!</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Harry Haller, post: 215903, member: 14641"] I am close, getting close, getting very close, to the answer? uhmm not sure, to my own answer, yes, absolutely,to my answer for this particular time, or to the answer I have been looking for all my life, I think the big answer, yes, the big one. It has now been 2 years since I have been in my fortress of solitude, with the windows taped up, and a complete lack of any social interaction, its been good, really good, I have learned a lot, strangely enough more about people than myself, looking back, even though even 2 years ago, I was rebellious in my attitude, it is only when you lock yourself away that you see just how much of your thinking, every day behaviour and general actions are geared towards the dictation of society. It was not until I blocked out all, or as many as I could, of societies influences that came to understand what was 'people' and what was me, in that sense, trying to find your own core, becomes quite easy, it is whatever is not tainted by society. I have no friends, no associates, no people round me, just mum and dad, who seem happy to allow me to find my own way, provided I am happy in myself, great guys, I {censored}ing love the shit out of them. So I still drive an old Land Rover, I still dress in shorts and odd socks, and a t shirt, and I have an utter, utter lack of interest in anything that is happening in the world, my own world is very very small, I trade on line still, I wake up at 4, I work, I clean, I pack, I have a nap, I eat, I work again, I play loud music all day, sometimes in the very early hours, I will take a spin in the Landy, its nice at that hour, only the foxes for company, the world looks post-apocalyptic, abandoned, empty, beautiful. I watch old comedies on youtube, play old music, its peaceful, so what are the answers, well, its appears quite quite simple, if you can wake up in the morning reasonably healthy, spend all day doing what you want to do, without anyone telling you what to do, sustain yourself financially, eat well, get some fresh air and exercise, and on the odd occasion, howl at the moon, well, I think that is pretty much it, for me anyway, So where does God come into all this, well, he doesn't, sure, he exists, but not in the way that I feel is traditionally felt, the God that I believe in, was by my side when I drank myself into stupors, He was standing next to me when I was pronounced bankrupt, he was in the ambulance when I had my last heart attack, everything I have done, everything I have had pleasure in, and everything I found pain, he was there, next to me, suffering with me, taking pleasure with me, he suffered and enjoyed as I did, and now, as I am, he is at peace with me, I cannot explain my concept of God in any way other than that. I have never asked him for anything, but if I did, I know he would reply,. 'who am I to give you what you can give yourself', in moments of acute pain, I have been tempted to ask 'please take this pain away', but I know the reply would be 'who am I to take this pain away that you can take away yourself', in the past, when I have veered towards self destruction, he was there, undramatic, his words, always the same, 'everything is as it should be' such beautiful words, Finally, some peace, finally, no shame, no guilt, and when I choose to howl, he is there, howling next to me, wow, what a God, what a guy! [/QUOTE]
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