Narayanjot and Rajneesh jios
Firstly let me, also, say that I apollogize for the rash seeming tone of my last message; as I've been forced to Justify some things that I - supposedly - did to one or two of the women that have come into my life in 'that way', and I get pretty touchy about the whole thing; but then I'm an Honest Man - at least when it comes to recognizing the Karma of my Deeds, as well as in my being Honest with Myself about what that actially means to the way my life is going to be played out, but also what it will mean to me the next time my ;Book of Life; us Read, before The Great Eye of God, &tc., &tc., &tc.
"BTW" means "By The Way", and it is used in Text Messaging, which we do so often by Cell Phones that limit messages to a set nymber of characters, so there are many, many such abbreviations, like also; OMG!: for "Oh! My God!"; or 'LOL', for, "Laugh Out Loud" (Narayanjot used that one, after seeing the John Ford Coley Video).
I also believe that things like ascetism - going without sex, and fasting a lot, say - have their place in the prusuit of Enlightenment; though I, myself, am boud to 'Action' after learning that that was to be My Dharma, when I, once, was very much NOT Dreaming an Epiphany of Great Wonder, the left me Marked; so I never ever take giving such advice - especially to those of the so-called Dharma-based Faiths; as I understand the consequences of doing That, as well as I Recognize those of the Relationships that I've been in, and wouldn't dare to fail in trying to factor in all the 'Karma Variables' that each Instance presents, &tc., &tc., &tc..
Do me One Honor; please also say that I was cautioning against giving into CRAVE FLESH - though not at all COMPLETELY!!! - as it can lead to Experiments in Relationships that were never meant to be in the first place; as the Fact thaty Such Relationships Happen, is what's behind my entire point about doing some experimenting before you Marry; but then, as you'd quickly find out, if you lived in America, the Women of Quality (my standards are about normal for an American) know this, too; and, though we sometimes, with full pre-coital mutual affirmation of the fact, do have 'casual sexual relations', they are also - if they're wise, and most are, since they have Great Suffrage in America, and make Careers instead of Babies much more often than in many parts of the World - going to be looking for a Soul Mate, and they neither want to break any hearts along the way, nor do they want to be involved with a Man who they just know, say, is never going to be someone they want to have kid - let alone grow old. with; so they also don't want to sleep around as unecessarilly as many non-Americans (those listening to too many TV Preachers, perhaps; always craying out for "HIS mighty FIST" to "CRUSH" those they don't like, you see, they refuse to Stoke Their Egos - like the OTHERS!)
I'm sorry to say that I just read an E-mail from an NGO (a Non-Governmental Organization) that does Good Work in India (and, no, they don't try to 'Convert' people); and they were talking about helping Women who have been forced into marriages that were brutal - not just loveless; and Women who Fell in Love with a Man outside of Their Own Caste; as they said, in many cases, these Women are Rejected by their famillies and clans, and, so, they need various kinds of Social Services that this particular NGO Provides through the Donations (I tend to support mostly Environmental Causes) they were asking me for some of, etc..
Thus, I was not criticising when I said that THAT 'Broke My Heart' to see; sorry if it sounded like I was scolding Time Honored Tradition - just because Times have also Begun to Change, and People seek Guildance for those able to see the 'Seed Within' such things, and give a Good Report, by which one may Analyze the Karma of these New Things that may have come into Our World; as that's what People like me - Trouble Maker, if your, say, a Crack Smoking Judge who needs some one to come along and teach you a lesson for Abusing Your Authority (I'm "Hell, On Wheels" to Bad Guys).
I guess, in the end, your own misconceptions have led you to assume that I had some of my own; but, once again, you sort of dishonored me - though that does not matter, and I do not mind (hopefully!) opening your eyes a bit, as it's not easy being both 'Blessed" and "Cursed" by my "Gift".
BTW (Now that you know......): I, no doubt, would be amazed by the Punjab; especially since I actually consider that, in the Buddhas Teachings, lies a Solution to establishing some kind of Indo-Pak Amity; which would be Good for Everybody, as even the small-ish Nuclear {censored}nals of India and Pakistan could cause a "Global Nuclear Winter". Some day - perhaps when my Country finally makes our own peace with your neighbors, I hope to come to the Punjab; both parts; and seeing The Golden Temple in person is just one reason, as I, of course, would be close enough to Dharmasala to (perhaps) take tea with Tenzing.
BTW #2: When I mentioned smelling a certain Perfume, it wasn't because it aroused my ardor, but because it reminds me of a certain Rene - or a Sarah, or maybe even a Sue; but in a melancholy, and totally non-sexual kind of way.
Lastly: I know a LOT of Scientist (I have a 'Automatic Admission to Mensa Level' IQ), and many of them a Atheist - they believ in No God at all; no afterlife; no nothing; it's all just entropic systems that, through obeying the Laws of Physics, somehow manage to spontaneously generate being that have Our Kind of Awareness, though these would be an Amazing Feat when considering the semi-random nature of the systems involved!!!
This is why I mentioned the 'working matter transMUTATION (not transMITION; though the Tech would require the same capabilities)'; as I really did have that White Streak appear in my Hair, and, out of wanting to explain how that kind of thing could happen, I finally, with my thorough knowledge of the various Science, realized that either God was Real, and I'd had a Personal Audience that'd left a Mark on Me, or someone would have had to have such a Device, and it would have had to be working in 1990; as that's when I lay out in the grass beside a lovely pond - as it WAS under the Tree! - and took the Journey of All My Lifetimes.
ikonkaar
