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ਜਪੁ | Jup
ਸੋ ਦਰੁ | So Dar
ਸੋਹਿਲਾ | Sohilaa
ਰਾਗੁ ਸਿਰੀਰਾਗੁ | Raag Siree-Raag
Gurbani (14-53)
Ashtpadiyan (53-71)
Gurbani (71-74)
Pahre (74-78)
Chhant (78-81)
Vanjara (81-82)
Vaar Siri Raag (83-91)
Bhagat Bani (91-93)
ਰਾਗੁ ਮਾਝ | Raag Maajh
Gurbani (94-109)
Ashtpadi (109)
Ashtpadiyan (110-129)
Ashtpadi (129-130)
Ashtpadiyan (130-133)
Bara Maha (133-136)
Din Raen (136-137)
Vaar Maajh Ki (137-150)
ਰਾਗੁ ਗਉੜੀ | Raag Gauree
Gurbani (151-185)
Quartets/Couplets (185-220)
Ashtpadiyan (220-234)
Karhalei (234-235)
Ashtpadiyan (235-242)
Chhant (242-249)
Baavan Akhari (250-262)
Sukhmani (262-296)
Thittee (296-300)
Gauree kii Vaar (300-323)
Gurbani (323-330)
Ashtpadiyan (330-340)
Baavan Akhari (340-343)
Thintteen (343-344)
Vaar Kabir (344-345)
Bhagat Bani (345-346)
ਰਾਗੁ ਆਸਾ | Raag Aasaa
Gurbani (347-348)
Chaupaday (348-364)
Panchpadde (364-365)
Kaafee (365-409)
Aasaavaree (409-411)
Ashtpadiyan (411-432)
Patee (432-435)
Chhant (435-462)
Vaar Aasaa (462-475)
Bhagat Bani (475-488)
ਰਾਗੁ ਗੂਜਰੀ | Raag Goojaree
Gurbani (489-503)
Ashtpadiyan (503-508)
Vaar Gujari (508-517)
Vaar Gujari (517-526)
ਰਾਗੁ ਦੇਵਗੰਧਾਰੀ | Raag Dayv-Gandhaaree
Gurbani (527-536)
ਰਾਗੁ ਬਿਹਾਗੜਾ | Raag Bihaagraa
Gurbani (537-556)
Chhant (538-548)
Vaar Bihaagraa (548-556)
ਰਾਗੁ ਵਡਹੰਸ | Raag Wadhans
Gurbani (557-564)
Ashtpadiyan (564-565)
Chhant (565-575)
Ghoriaan (575-578)
Alaahaniiaa (578-582)
Vaar Wadhans (582-594)
ਰਾਗੁ ਸੋਰਠਿ | Raag Sorath
Gurbani (595-634)
Asatpadhiya (634-642)
Vaar Sorath (642-659)
ਰਾਗੁ ਧਨਾਸਰੀ | Raag Dhanasaree
Gurbani (660-685)
Astpadhiya (685-687)
Chhant (687-691)
Bhagat Bani (691-695)
ਰਾਗੁ ਜੈਤਸਰੀ | Raag Jaitsree
Gurbani (696-703)
Chhant (703-705)
Vaar Jaitsaree (705-710)
Bhagat Bani (710)
ਰਾਗੁ ਟੋਡੀ | Raag Todee
ਰਾਗੁ ਬੈਰਾੜੀ | Raag Bairaaree
ਰਾਗੁ ਤਿਲੰਗ | Raag Tilang
Gurbani (721-727)
Bhagat Bani (727)
ਰਾਗੁ ਸੂਹੀ | Raag Suhi
Gurbani (728-750)
Ashtpadiyan (750-761)
Kaafee (761-762)
Suchajee (762)
Gunvantee (763)
Chhant (763-785)
Vaar Soohee (785-792)
Bhagat Bani (792-794)
ਰਾਗੁ ਬਿਲਾਵਲੁ | Raag Bilaaval
Gurbani (795-831)
Ashtpadiyan (831-838)
Thitteen (838-840)
Vaar Sat (841-843)
Chhant (843-848)
Vaar Bilaaval (849-855)
Bhagat Bani (855-858)
ਰਾਗੁ ਗੋਂਡ | Raag Gond
Gurbani (859-869)
Ashtpadiyan (869)
Bhagat Bani (870-875)
ਰਾਗੁ ਰਾਮਕਲੀ | Raag Ramkalee
Ashtpadiyan (902-916)
Gurbani (876-902)
Anand (917-922)
Sadd (923-924)
Chhant (924-929)
Dakhnee (929-938)
Sidh Gosat (938-946)
Vaar Ramkalee (947-968)
ਰਾਗੁ ਨਟ ਨਾਰਾਇਨ | Raag Nat Narayan
Gurbani (975-980)
Ashtpadiyan (980-983)
ਰਾਗੁ ਮਾਲੀ ਗਉੜਾ | Raag Maalee Gauraa
Gurbani (984-988)
Bhagat Bani (988)
ਰਾਗੁ ਮਾਰੂ | Raag Maaroo
Gurbani (889-1008)
Ashtpadiyan (1008-1014)
Kaafee (1014-1016)
Ashtpadiyan (1016-1019)
Anjulian (1019-1020)
Solhe (1020-1033)
Dakhni (1033-1043)
ਰਾਗੁ ਤੁਖਾਰੀ | Raag Tukhaari
Bara Maha (1107-1110)
Chhant (1110-1117)
ਰਾਗੁ ਕੇਦਾਰਾ | Raag Kedara
Gurbani (1118-1123)
Bhagat Bani (1123-1124)
ਰਾਗੁ ਭੈਰਉ | Raag Bhairo
Gurbani (1125-1152)
Partaal (1153)
Ashtpadiyan (1153-1167)
ਰਾਗੁ ਬਸੰਤੁ | Raag Basant
Gurbani (1168-1187)
Ashtpadiyan (1187-1193)
Vaar Basant (1193-1196)
ਰਾਗੁ ਸਾਰਗ | Raag Saarag
Gurbani (1197-1200)
Partaal (1200-1231)
Ashtpadiyan (1232-1236)
Chhant (1236-1237)
Vaar Saarang (1237-1253)
ਰਾਗੁ ਮਲਾਰ | Raag Malaar
Gurbani (1254-1293)
Partaal (1265-1273)
Ashtpadiyan (1273-1278)
Chhant (1278)
Vaar Malaar (1278-91)
Bhagat Bani (1292-93)
ਰਾਗੁ ਕਾਨੜਾ | Raag Kaanraa
Gurbani (1294-96)
Partaal (1296-1318)
Ashtpadiyan (1308-1312)
Chhant (1312)
Vaar Kaanraa
Bhagat Bani (1318)
ਰਾਗੁ ਕਲਿਆਨ | Raag Kalyaan
Gurbani (1319-23)
Ashtpadiyan (1323-26)
ਰਾਗੁ ਪ੍ਰਭਾਤੀ | Raag Prabhaatee
Gurbani (1327-1341)
Ashtpadiyan (1342-51)
ਰਾਗੁ ਜੈਜਾਵੰਤੀ | Raag Jaijaiwanti
Gurbani (1352-53)
Salok | Gatha | Phunahe | Chaubole | Swayiye
Sehskritee Mahala 1
Sehskritee Mahala 5
Gaathaa Mahala 5
Phunhay Mahala 5
Chaubolae Mahala 5
Shaloks Bhagat Kabir
Shaloks Sheikh Farid
Swaiyyae Mahala 5
Swaiyyae in Praise of Gurus
Shaloks in Addition To Vaars
Shalok Ninth Mehl
Mundavanee Mehl 5
ਰਾਗ ਮਾਲਾ, Raag Maalaa
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<blockquote data-quote="Harry Haller" data-source="post: 203744" data-attributes="member: 14641"><p>Although the anti depressant has not had clearly enough time to work its way right through, two days without has made me nearly back to my old self, the difference now is, I have still stopped howling, what is howling? I cannot say, it is a combination of two addictions I just was never able to shake, I have a tick box of conquered addictions, but these two just would not go away, coming up to my 44th, I was desperate to be free, and I think the combination of my age, my heavy cold, and just for good measure a 10 day dose of happy tablets, seems to have worked, the howling is there, but I control it now, I feel much happier now that I am drug free, quiet moments of contemplation have helped, this forum has helped, my wife, seeing I was serious this time, has helped, even the renewed admiration in the eyes of my stepson has helped, I know I will hear the howling again, but I feel more disciplined than before, more in control, a lot of that I think is age, I am 6 years of 50, and the shock of yesterday has only confirmed I really must take life a bit more seriously. </p><p></p><p>Rory was checked out and found to be fine, he is quieter, although having said that, he still bullying the cat, </p><p></p><p>Sian however is in shock, I held her in bed as we talked, she said she did not think she would get over seeing Rorys lifeless body, it took her 4 or 5 mins to get the collar off, and Rory was fading with each second, in the end she was screaming with frustration and at watching the puppy lose his fight with life, whilst at the same time trying not to break Brans jaw, Bran was so good, he did not scream or move, he just let his mum do the best she could and lay still, to be honest, when I get home, most of the work had already been done, I did very very little, yet, when I overheard her telling her friend the events, she made me out to be the hero, all I did was drive home, yes, she said, but the thought that you were on your way drove me to keep going, she is a strange woman, not willing to take credit for anything. </p><p></p><p>Its been a long road to this point, there seems nothing left to conquer, I don't think there are any addictions left, the sun is shining, business is stable, all my family and animals are healthy, my heart is full of love, hopefully, no more tears!</p><p></p><p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y9eR4exw2Jo" target="_blank">James Blunt - No tears - YouTube</a></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Harry Haller, post: 203744, member: 14641"] Although the anti depressant has not had clearly enough time to work its way right through, two days without has made me nearly back to my old self, the difference now is, I have still stopped howling, what is howling? I cannot say, it is a combination of two addictions I just was never able to shake, I have a tick box of conquered addictions, but these two just would not go away, coming up to my 44th, I was desperate to be free, and I think the combination of my age, my heavy cold, and just for good measure a 10 day dose of happy tablets, seems to have worked, the howling is there, but I control it now, I feel much happier now that I am drug free, quiet moments of contemplation have helped, this forum has helped, my wife, seeing I was serious this time, has helped, even the renewed admiration in the eyes of my stepson has helped, I know I will hear the howling again, but I feel more disciplined than before, more in control, a lot of that I think is age, I am 6 years of 50, and the shock of yesterday has only confirmed I really must take life a bit more seriously. Rory was checked out and found to be fine, he is quieter, although having said that, he still bullying the cat, Sian however is in shock, I held her in bed as we talked, she said she did not think she would get over seeing Rorys lifeless body, it took her 4 or 5 mins to get the collar off, and Rory was fading with each second, in the end she was screaming with frustration and at watching the puppy lose his fight with life, whilst at the same time trying not to break Brans jaw, Bran was so good, he did not scream or move, he just let his mum do the best she could and lay still, to be honest, when I get home, most of the work had already been done, I did very very little, yet, when I overheard her telling her friend the events, she made me out to be the hero, all I did was drive home, yes, she said, but the thought that you were on your way drove me to keep going, she is a strange woman, not willing to take credit for anything. Its been a long road to this point, there seems nothing left to conquer, I don't think there are any addictions left, the sun is shining, business is stable, all my family and animals are healthy, my heart is full of love, hopefully, no more tears! [URL='http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y9eR4exw2Jo']James Blunt - No tears - YouTube[/URL] [/QUOTE]
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