In the UK we have had 4 days off back to back, I have done nothing more than wolf out,. I am tired, mainly because everynight, having spent all day doing nothing, I could not sleep, and ended up driving to the store at 2 or 3am, and then spending till 5am eating, drinking and watching old re runs of Hill Street Blues. Sian worked right the way through, This week is going to be a hard one, money is tight, all the bills are due, but most of all, I want that feeling, that feeling as you get stronger and stronger, the clarity kicks in, the fog starts to lift, your perception starts to work again, in short, the man inside you comes back to life, the wolf shrivels and dies, for a while. I am going to skip my normal breakfast of energy drinks and chocolate, and actually do something adult for a change, I am going to have a coffee. time to stop feeding the wolf.