Day 2-the Howling Has Stopped

[Harry Haller]

It has not been lost on me that the anti depressant is having a placebo like effect, but either way, I seem to have lost my lust, the impotency is back, tommorow we will start taking the dogs for early morning walks, I have said it before, and I will say it again, the huge amount of energy that goes into howling, if even 20% could be harnessed into Gurmatt living, my life would be very different.

I have made a deal with Sian, I will stay on this path till we have a few things sorted out, and then we will both come off them together.