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Composition, Arrangement & Layout
ਜਪੁ | Jup
ਸੋ ਦਰੁ | So Dar
ਸੋਹਿਲਾ | Sohilaa
ਰਾਗੁ ਸਿਰੀਰਾਗੁ | Raag Siree-Raag
Gurbani (14-53)
Ashtpadiyan (53-71)
Gurbani (71-74)
Pahre (74-78)
Chhant (78-81)
Vanjara (81-82)
Vaar Siri Raag (83-91)
Bhagat Bani (91-93)
ਰਾਗੁ ਮਾਝ | Raag Maajh
Gurbani (94-109)
Ashtpadi (109)
Ashtpadiyan (110-129)
Ashtpadi (129-130)
Ashtpadiyan (130-133)
Bara Maha (133-136)
Din Raen (136-137)
Vaar Maajh Ki (137-150)
ਰਾਗੁ ਗਉੜੀ | Raag Gauree
Gurbani (151-185)
Quartets/Couplets (185-220)
Ashtpadiyan (220-234)
Karhalei (234-235)
Ashtpadiyan (235-242)
Chhant (242-249)
Baavan Akhari (250-262)
Sukhmani (262-296)
Thittee (296-300)
Gauree kii Vaar (300-323)
Gurbani (323-330)
Ashtpadiyan (330-340)
Baavan Akhari (340-343)
Thintteen (343-344)
Vaar Kabir (344-345)
Bhagat Bani (345-346)
ਰਾਗੁ ਆਸਾ | Raag Aasaa
Gurbani (347-348)
Chaupaday (348-364)
Panchpadde (364-365)
Kaafee (365-409)
Aasaavaree (409-411)
Ashtpadiyan (411-432)
Patee (432-435)
Chhant (435-462)
Vaar Aasaa (462-475)
Bhagat Bani (475-488)
ਰਾਗੁ ਗੂਜਰੀ | Raag Goojaree
Gurbani (489-503)
Ashtpadiyan (503-508)
Vaar Gujari (508-517)
Vaar Gujari (517-526)
ਰਾਗੁ ਦੇਵਗੰਧਾਰੀ | Raag Dayv-Gandhaaree
Gurbani (527-536)
ਰਾਗੁ ਬਿਹਾਗੜਾ | Raag Bihaagraa
Gurbani (537-556)
Chhant (538-548)
Vaar Bihaagraa (548-556)
ਰਾਗੁ ਵਡਹੰਸ | Raag Wadhans
Gurbani (557-564)
Ashtpadiyan (564-565)
Chhant (565-575)
Ghoriaan (575-578)
Alaahaniiaa (578-582)
Vaar Wadhans (582-594)
ਰਾਗੁ ਸੋਰਠਿ | Raag Sorath
Gurbani (595-634)
Asatpadhiya (634-642)
Vaar Sorath (642-659)
ਰਾਗੁ ਧਨਾਸਰੀ | Raag Dhanasaree
Gurbani (660-685)
Astpadhiya (685-687)
Chhant (687-691)
Bhagat Bani (691-695)
ਰਾਗੁ ਜੈਤਸਰੀ | Raag Jaitsree
Gurbani (696-703)
Chhant (703-705)
Vaar Jaitsaree (705-710)
Bhagat Bani (710)
ਰਾਗੁ ਟੋਡੀ | Raag Todee
ਰਾਗੁ ਬੈਰਾੜੀ | Raag Bairaaree
ਰਾਗੁ ਤਿਲੰਗ | Raag Tilang
Gurbani (721-727)
Bhagat Bani (727)
ਰਾਗੁ ਸੂਹੀ | Raag Suhi
Gurbani (728-750)
Ashtpadiyan (750-761)
Kaafee (761-762)
Suchajee (762)
Gunvantee (763)
Chhant (763-785)
Vaar Soohee (785-792)
Bhagat Bani (792-794)
ਰਾਗੁ ਬਿਲਾਵਲੁ | Raag Bilaaval
Gurbani (795-831)
Ashtpadiyan (831-838)
Thitteen (838-840)
Vaar Sat (841-843)
Chhant (843-848)
Vaar Bilaaval (849-855)
Bhagat Bani (855-858)
ਰਾਗੁ ਗੋਂਡ | Raag Gond
Gurbani (859-869)
Ashtpadiyan (869)
Bhagat Bani (870-875)
ਰਾਗੁ ਰਾਮਕਲੀ | Raag Ramkalee
Ashtpadiyan (902-916)
Gurbani (876-902)
Anand (917-922)
Sadd (923-924)
Chhant (924-929)
Dakhnee (929-938)
Sidh Gosat (938-946)
Vaar Ramkalee (947-968)
ਰਾਗੁ ਨਟ ਨਾਰਾਇਨ | Raag Nat Narayan
Gurbani (975-980)
Ashtpadiyan (980-983)
ਰਾਗੁ ਮਾਲੀ ਗਉੜਾ | Raag Maalee Gauraa
Gurbani (984-988)
Bhagat Bani (988)
ਰਾਗੁ ਮਾਰੂ | Raag Maaroo
Gurbani (889-1008)
Ashtpadiyan (1008-1014)
Kaafee (1014-1016)
Ashtpadiyan (1016-1019)
Anjulian (1019-1020)
Solhe (1020-1033)
Dakhni (1033-1043)
ਰਾਗੁ ਤੁਖਾਰੀ | Raag Tukhaari
Bara Maha (1107-1110)
Chhant (1110-1117)
ਰਾਗੁ ਕੇਦਾਰਾ | Raag Kedara
Gurbani (1118-1123)
Bhagat Bani (1123-1124)
ਰਾਗੁ ਭੈਰਉ | Raag Bhairo
Gurbani (1125-1152)
Partaal (1153)
Ashtpadiyan (1153-1167)
ਰਾਗੁ ਬਸੰਤੁ | Raag Basant
Gurbani (1168-1187)
Ashtpadiyan (1187-1193)
Vaar Basant (1193-1196)
ਰਾਗੁ ਸਾਰਗ | Raag Saarag
Gurbani (1197-1200)
Partaal (1200-1231)
Ashtpadiyan (1232-1236)
Chhant (1236-1237)
Vaar Saarang (1237-1253)
ਰਾਗੁ ਮਲਾਰ | Raag Malaar
Gurbani (1254-1293)
Partaal (1265-1273)
Ashtpadiyan (1273-1278)
Chhant (1278)
Vaar Malaar (1278-91)
Bhagat Bani (1292-93)
ਰਾਗੁ ਕਾਨੜਾ | Raag Kaanraa
Gurbani (1294-96)
Partaal (1296-1318)
Ashtpadiyan (1308-1312)
Chhant (1312)
Vaar Kaanraa
Bhagat Bani (1318)
ਰਾਗੁ ਕਲਿਆਨ | Raag Kalyaan
Gurbani (1319-23)
Ashtpadiyan (1323-26)
ਰਾਗੁ ਪ੍ਰਭਾਤੀ | Raag Prabhaatee
Gurbani (1327-1341)
Ashtpadiyan (1342-51)
ਰਾਗੁ ਜੈਜਾਵੰਤੀ | Raag Jaijaiwanti
Gurbani (1352-53)
Salok | Gatha | Phunahe | Chaubole | Swayiye
Sehskritee Mahala 1
Sehskritee Mahala 5
Gaathaa Mahala 5
Phunhay Mahala 5
Chaubolae Mahala 5
Shaloks Bhagat Kabir
Shaloks Sheikh Farid
Swaiyyae Mahala 5
Swaiyyae in Praise of Gurus
Shaloks in Addition To Vaars
Shalok Ninth Mehl
Mundavanee Mehl 5
ਰਾਗ ਮਾਲਾ, Raag Maalaa
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<blockquote data-quote="Harry Haller" data-source="post: 203494" data-attributes="member: 14641"><p>I cannot remember the last day off I had, I am now practically living at the shop, and looking round you can tell, empty chocolate wrappers everywhere, empty lucozade cans, boxes filled with dead laptops, and in the centre of it all, my chair.</p><p></p><p>This is what they must call the living death, just one step away from enlightenment I am told, although, I do not feel particularly enlightened at the moment. I think Sian is already at this place, no desires, no appetites, no cares, just a general feeling that you are put on this earth to give, and not receive, yet, I am a fraud, my wife is the real deal, I am just an imposter, all week, I have had the sound of laughter ringing in my ears, the shop has turned into a comedy sketch show now that my stepson is working with me, and that seems to be my mission, making people laugh, helping people, but I do not do it with the same love as Sian, I do it because it is the truth, but you don't have to like the truth, you don't have to love the truth, just acknowledge it is the truth.</p><p></p><p>I am tired, its the Sunday before Christmas, and I am here building laptops, the sun is shining hard outside, the queue of cars stretches outside the main road outside my shop, people, with more money than sense, spending money they do not have on things they do not need, purely to keep the social wheels turning, I have only had one Christmas card, from the chap who owns the music shop up the road, its a yearly ritual, he comes in, gives me a card, waits, I open the card, grab a marker pen, cross out 'to' and replace it with 'from', cross out 'from' and replace it with 'to', bit of sticky tape to seal, and then give it back to him, he never seems to tire of this, even though the joke is about 4 years old now between us, he then wishes me a truly miserable Christmas and walks out.</p><p></p><p>Sunday, the day the laughter stops, duality, isnt it grand and great, have you noticed those that show the most love, also get the most hurt, that those that praise far beyond what is needed also curse in the same fashion, it is also the curse of duality that when the laughter stops, hoards of black dogs come to stay the day, they are dobermans, big black slobbery dobermans, with huge black sad eyes, its the same knowing look, the same understanding knowing look as the mad clown, but what does it matter, the internal struggle of one man exists to highlight one simple soundbite, that life is cheap, maybe even pointless, that ones own desires are pointless, cheap, the only thing one can do given the struggle is to bow your head down and give it to Creation, on a silver platter, with an apple in the mouth!,</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Harry Haller, post: 203494, member: 14641"] I cannot remember the last day off I had, I am now practically living at the shop, and looking round you can tell, empty chocolate wrappers everywhere, empty lucozade cans, boxes filled with dead laptops, and in the centre of it all, my chair. This is what they must call the living death, just one step away from enlightenment I am told, although, I do not feel particularly enlightened at the moment. I think Sian is already at this place, no desires, no appetites, no cares, just a general feeling that you are put on this earth to give, and not receive, yet, I am a fraud, my wife is the real deal, I am just an imposter, all week, I have had the sound of laughter ringing in my ears, the shop has turned into a comedy sketch show now that my stepson is working with me, and that seems to be my mission, making people laugh, helping people, but I do not do it with the same love as Sian, I do it because it is the truth, but you don't have to like the truth, you don't have to love the truth, just acknowledge it is the truth. I am tired, its the Sunday before Christmas, and I am here building laptops, the sun is shining hard outside, the queue of cars stretches outside the main road outside my shop, people, with more money than sense, spending money they do not have on things they do not need, purely to keep the social wheels turning, I have only had one Christmas card, from the chap who owns the music shop up the road, its a yearly ritual, he comes in, gives me a card, waits, I open the card, grab a marker pen, cross out 'to' and replace it with 'from', cross out 'from' and replace it with 'to', bit of sticky tape to seal, and then give it back to him, he never seems to tire of this, even though the joke is about 4 years old now between us, he then wishes me a truly miserable Christmas and walks out. Sunday, the day the laughter stops, duality, isnt it grand and great, have you noticed those that show the most love, also get the most hurt, that those that praise far beyond what is needed also curse in the same fashion, it is also the curse of duality that when the laughter stops, hoards of black dogs come to stay the day, they are dobermans, big black slobbery dobermans, with huge black sad eyes, its the same knowing look, the same understanding knowing look as the mad clown, but what does it matter, the internal struggle of one man exists to highlight one simple soundbite, that life is cheap, maybe even pointless, that ones own desires are pointless, cheap, the only thing one can do given the struggle is to bow your head down and give it to Creation, on a silver platter, with an apple in the mouth!, [/QUOTE]
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