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ਜਪੁ | Jup
ਸੋ ਦਰੁ | So Dar
ਸੋਹਿਲਾ | Sohilaa
ਰਾਗੁ ਸਿਰੀਰਾਗੁ | Raag Siree-Raag
Gurbani (14-53)
Ashtpadiyan (53-71)
Gurbani (71-74)
Pahre (74-78)
Chhant (78-81)
Vanjara (81-82)
Vaar Siri Raag (83-91)
Bhagat Bani (91-93)
ਰਾਗੁ ਮਾਝ | Raag Maajh
Gurbani (94-109)
Ashtpadi (109)
Ashtpadiyan (110-129)
Ashtpadi (129-130)
Ashtpadiyan (130-133)
Bara Maha (133-136)
Din Raen (136-137)
Vaar Maajh Ki (137-150)
ਰਾਗੁ ਗਉੜੀ | Raag Gauree
Gurbani (151-185)
Quartets/Couplets (185-220)
Ashtpadiyan (220-234)
Karhalei (234-235)
Ashtpadiyan (235-242)
Chhant (242-249)
Baavan Akhari (250-262)
Sukhmani (262-296)
Thittee (296-300)
Gauree kii Vaar (300-323)
Gurbani (323-330)
Ashtpadiyan (330-340)
Baavan Akhari (340-343)
Thintteen (343-344)
Vaar Kabir (344-345)
Bhagat Bani (345-346)
ਰਾਗੁ ਆਸਾ | Raag Aasaa
Gurbani (347-348)
Chaupaday (348-364)
Panchpadde (364-365)
Kaafee (365-409)
Aasaavaree (409-411)
Ashtpadiyan (411-432)
Patee (432-435)
Chhant (435-462)
Vaar Aasaa (462-475)
Bhagat Bani (475-488)
ਰਾਗੁ ਗੂਜਰੀ | Raag Goojaree
Gurbani (489-503)
Ashtpadiyan (503-508)
Vaar Gujari (508-517)
Vaar Gujari (517-526)
ਰਾਗੁ ਦੇਵਗੰਧਾਰੀ | Raag Dayv-Gandhaaree
Gurbani (527-536)
ਰਾਗੁ ਬਿਹਾਗੜਾ | Raag Bihaagraa
Gurbani (537-556)
Chhant (538-548)
Vaar Bihaagraa (548-556)
ਰਾਗੁ ਵਡਹੰਸ | Raag Wadhans
Gurbani (557-564)
Ashtpadiyan (564-565)
Chhant (565-575)
Ghoriaan (575-578)
Alaahaniiaa (578-582)
Vaar Wadhans (582-594)
ਰਾਗੁ ਸੋਰਠਿ | Raag Sorath
Gurbani (595-634)
Asatpadhiya (634-642)
Vaar Sorath (642-659)
ਰਾਗੁ ਧਨਾਸਰੀ | Raag Dhanasaree
Gurbani (660-685)
Astpadhiya (685-687)
Chhant (687-691)
Bhagat Bani (691-695)
ਰਾਗੁ ਜੈਤਸਰੀ | Raag Jaitsree
Gurbani (696-703)
Chhant (703-705)
Vaar Jaitsaree (705-710)
Bhagat Bani (710)
ਰਾਗੁ ਟੋਡੀ | Raag Todee
ਰਾਗੁ ਬੈਰਾੜੀ | Raag Bairaaree
ਰਾਗੁ ਤਿਲੰਗ | Raag Tilang
Gurbani (721-727)
Bhagat Bani (727)
ਰਾਗੁ ਸੂਹੀ | Raag Suhi
Gurbani (728-750)
Ashtpadiyan (750-761)
Kaafee (761-762)
Suchajee (762)
Gunvantee (763)
Chhant (763-785)
Vaar Soohee (785-792)
Bhagat Bani (792-794)
ਰਾਗੁ ਬਿਲਾਵਲੁ | Raag Bilaaval
Gurbani (795-831)
Ashtpadiyan (831-838)
Thitteen (838-840)
Vaar Sat (841-843)
Chhant (843-848)
Vaar Bilaaval (849-855)
Bhagat Bani (855-858)
ਰਾਗੁ ਗੋਂਡ | Raag Gond
Gurbani (859-869)
Ashtpadiyan (869)
Bhagat Bani (870-875)
ਰਾਗੁ ਰਾਮਕਲੀ | Raag Ramkalee
Ashtpadiyan (902-916)
Gurbani (876-902)
Anand (917-922)
Sadd (923-924)
Chhant (924-929)
Dakhnee (929-938)
Sidh Gosat (938-946)
Vaar Ramkalee (947-968)
ਰਾਗੁ ਨਟ ਨਾਰਾਇਨ | Raag Nat Narayan
Gurbani (975-980)
Ashtpadiyan (980-983)
ਰਾਗੁ ਮਾਲੀ ਗਉੜਾ | Raag Maalee Gauraa
Gurbani (984-988)
Bhagat Bani (988)
ਰਾਗੁ ਮਾਰੂ | Raag Maaroo
Gurbani (889-1008)
Ashtpadiyan (1008-1014)
Kaafee (1014-1016)
Ashtpadiyan (1016-1019)
Anjulian (1019-1020)
Solhe (1020-1033)
Dakhni (1033-1043)
ਰਾਗੁ ਤੁਖਾਰੀ | Raag Tukhaari
Bara Maha (1107-1110)
Chhant (1110-1117)
ਰਾਗੁ ਕੇਦਾਰਾ | Raag Kedara
Gurbani (1118-1123)
Bhagat Bani (1123-1124)
ਰਾਗੁ ਭੈਰਉ | Raag Bhairo
Gurbani (1125-1152)
Partaal (1153)
Ashtpadiyan (1153-1167)
ਰਾਗੁ ਬਸੰਤੁ | Raag Basant
Gurbani (1168-1187)
Ashtpadiyan (1187-1193)
Vaar Basant (1193-1196)
ਰਾਗੁ ਸਾਰਗ | Raag Saarag
Gurbani (1197-1200)
Partaal (1200-1231)
Ashtpadiyan (1232-1236)
Chhant (1236-1237)
Vaar Saarang (1237-1253)
ਰਾਗੁ ਮਲਾਰ | Raag Malaar
Gurbani (1254-1293)
Partaal (1265-1273)
Ashtpadiyan (1273-1278)
Chhant (1278)
Vaar Malaar (1278-91)
Bhagat Bani (1292-93)
ਰਾਗੁ ਕਾਨੜਾ | Raag Kaanraa
Gurbani (1294-96)
Partaal (1296-1318)
Ashtpadiyan (1308-1312)
Chhant (1312)
Vaar Kaanraa
Bhagat Bani (1318)
ਰਾਗੁ ਕਲਿਆਨ | Raag Kalyaan
Gurbani (1319-23)
Ashtpadiyan (1323-26)
ਰਾਗੁ ਪ੍ਰਭਾਤੀ | Raag Prabhaatee
Gurbani (1327-1341)
Ashtpadiyan (1342-51)
ਰਾਗੁ ਜੈਜਾਵੰਤੀ | Raag Jaijaiwanti
Gurbani (1352-53)
Salok | Gatha | Phunahe | Chaubole | Swayiye
Sehskritee Mahala 1
Sehskritee Mahala 5
Gaathaa Mahala 5
Phunhay Mahala 5
Chaubolae Mahala 5
Shaloks Bhagat Kabir
Shaloks Sheikh Farid
Swaiyyae Mahala 5
Swaiyyae in Praise of Gurus
Shaloks in Addition To Vaars
Shalok Ninth Mehl
Mundavanee Mehl 5
ਰਾਗ ਮਾਲਾ, Raag Maalaa
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<blockquote data-quote="Harry Haller" data-source="post: 208396" data-attributes="member: 14641"><p>yes, there are monsters inside us, but they are also us, caricatures of us, they are not separate from us, we cannot exorcise them, vanquish them, kill them, to do so would actually put us in very grave danger. </p><p></p><p></p><p> and actually not true, its sort of true</p><p></p><p>If I may quote and comment from your previous postings without pointing a finger or trying to blame you, but you have mentioned that you have been spoilt, everything is a habit, even being spoilt, but now you have found something your parents are unable to provide for you, and you are unable to provide it for yourself, this situation has forced you to retreat deep inside yourself, your body</p><p>is now merely a zombie, going through the motions, all the action is happening deep inside you, it is a dangerous state to be in, potentially. </p><p></p><p></p><p>most men are, I know I am, I know most of the men I speak to are, if we are honest, we all are, its just that some manage to rise above it, even if its for most of the time, and get on with their lives, because you are not possibly used to getting what you want, you have become obsessed with the unreachable.</p><p></p><p></p><p>It is also possible you create stress so that you have a reason and justification for M</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>There are no demons inside, just you, and lots of different you's, but they are all you. There is you the son, you the student, you the human being, you the Sikh, and you the gay porn star, unfortunately, instead of sharing the load, the only one that means anything is the latter. </p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Its not an addiction, it is a choice, you choose what to water your mind with, if all you water are the gay porn seeds, then all you will have gay porn plants, your entire ability to feel good about yourself is then tied into these growing plants, if you planted other seeds too, you could have a bit of a balance, being a good son, a good worker, etc. </p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>its really no big deal, most men do it, but to most men the obsession ends at orgasm. </p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>actually, I disagree, you are not resisting your urges, you are using mental gymnastics to satisfy them, in fact, you are resisting your urges by playing them out in your head and not in real life, personally, I only ever fantasised about the realistically achievable, but I achieved most of my fantasies. You are no more weak or feeble than the rest of us, just honest. </p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>yes, you are correct, everything is a habit, everything is an education, it is up to you to navigate, plan and implement what you wish out of life</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Harry Haller, post: 208396, member: 14641"] yes, there are monsters inside us, but they are also us, caricatures of us, they are not separate from us, we cannot exorcise them, vanquish them, kill them, to do so would actually put us in very grave danger. and actually not true, its sort of true If I may quote and comment from your previous postings without pointing a finger or trying to blame you, but you have mentioned that you have been spoilt, everything is a habit, even being spoilt, but now you have found something your parents are unable to provide for you, and you are unable to provide it for yourself, this situation has forced you to retreat deep inside yourself, your body is now merely a zombie, going through the motions, all the action is happening deep inside you, it is a dangerous state to be in, potentially. most men are, I know I am, I know most of the men I speak to are, if we are honest, we all are, its just that some manage to rise above it, even if its for most of the time, and get on with their lives, because you are not possibly used to getting what you want, you have become obsessed with the unreachable. It is also possible you create stress so that you have a reason and justification for M There are no demons inside, just you, and lots of different you's, but they are all you. There is you the son, you the student, you the human being, you the Sikh, and you the gay porn star, unfortunately, instead of sharing the load, the only one that means anything is the latter. Its not an addiction, it is a choice, you choose what to water your mind with, if all you water are the gay porn seeds, then all you will have gay porn plants, your entire ability to feel good about yourself is then tied into these growing plants, if you planted other seeds too, you could have a bit of a balance, being a good son, a good worker, etc. its really no big deal, most men do it, but to most men the obsession ends at orgasm. actually, I disagree, you are not resisting your urges, you are using mental gymnastics to satisfy them, in fact, you are resisting your urges by playing them out in your head and not in real life, personally, I only ever fantasised about the realistically achievable, but I achieved most of my fantasies. You are no more weak or feeble than the rest of us, just honest. yes, you are correct, everything is a habit, everything is an education, it is up to you to navigate, plan and implement what you wish out of life [/QUOTE]
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