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ਜਪੁ | Jup
ਸੋ ਦਰੁ | So Dar
ਸੋਹਿਲਾ | Sohilaa
ਰਾਗੁ ਸਿਰੀਰਾਗੁ | Raag Siree-Raag
Gurbani (14-53)
Ashtpadiyan (53-71)
Gurbani (71-74)
Pahre (74-78)
Chhant (78-81)
Vanjara (81-82)
Vaar Siri Raag (83-91)
Bhagat Bani (91-93)
ਰਾਗੁ ਮਾਝ | Raag Maajh
Gurbani (94-109)
Ashtpadi (109)
Ashtpadiyan (110-129)
Ashtpadi (129-130)
Ashtpadiyan (130-133)
Bara Maha (133-136)
Din Raen (136-137)
Vaar Maajh Ki (137-150)
ਰਾਗੁ ਗਉੜੀ | Raag Gauree
Gurbani (151-185)
Quartets/Couplets (185-220)
Ashtpadiyan (220-234)
Karhalei (234-235)
Ashtpadiyan (235-242)
Chhant (242-249)
Baavan Akhari (250-262)
Sukhmani (262-296)
Thittee (296-300)
Gauree kii Vaar (300-323)
Gurbani (323-330)
Ashtpadiyan (330-340)
Baavan Akhari (340-343)
Thintteen (343-344)
Vaar Kabir (344-345)
Bhagat Bani (345-346)
ਰਾਗੁ ਆਸਾ | Raag Aasaa
Gurbani (347-348)
Chaupaday (348-364)
Panchpadde (364-365)
Kaafee (365-409)
Aasaavaree (409-411)
Ashtpadiyan (411-432)
Patee (432-435)
Chhant (435-462)
Vaar Aasaa (462-475)
Bhagat Bani (475-488)
ਰਾਗੁ ਗੂਜਰੀ | Raag Goojaree
Gurbani (489-503)
Ashtpadiyan (503-508)
Vaar Gujari (508-517)
Vaar Gujari (517-526)
ਰਾਗੁ ਦੇਵਗੰਧਾਰੀ | Raag Dayv-Gandhaaree
Gurbani (527-536)
ਰਾਗੁ ਬਿਹਾਗੜਾ | Raag Bihaagraa
Gurbani (537-556)
Chhant (538-548)
Vaar Bihaagraa (548-556)
ਰਾਗੁ ਵਡਹੰਸ | Raag Wadhans
Gurbani (557-564)
Ashtpadiyan (564-565)
Chhant (565-575)
Ghoriaan (575-578)
Alaahaniiaa (578-582)
Vaar Wadhans (582-594)
ਰਾਗੁ ਸੋਰਠਿ | Raag Sorath
Gurbani (595-634)
Asatpadhiya (634-642)
Vaar Sorath (642-659)
ਰਾਗੁ ਧਨਾਸਰੀ | Raag Dhanasaree
Gurbani (660-685)
Astpadhiya (685-687)
Chhant (687-691)
Bhagat Bani (691-695)
ਰਾਗੁ ਜੈਤਸਰੀ | Raag Jaitsree
Gurbani (696-703)
Chhant (703-705)
Vaar Jaitsaree (705-710)
Bhagat Bani (710)
ਰਾਗੁ ਟੋਡੀ | Raag Todee
ਰਾਗੁ ਬੈਰਾੜੀ | Raag Bairaaree
ਰਾਗੁ ਤਿਲੰਗ | Raag Tilang
Gurbani (721-727)
Bhagat Bani (727)
ਰਾਗੁ ਸੂਹੀ | Raag Suhi
Gurbani (728-750)
Ashtpadiyan (750-761)
Kaafee (761-762)
Suchajee (762)
Gunvantee (763)
Chhant (763-785)
Vaar Soohee (785-792)
Bhagat Bani (792-794)
ਰਾਗੁ ਬਿਲਾਵਲੁ | Raag Bilaaval
Gurbani (795-831)
Ashtpadiyan (831-838)
Thitteen (838-840)
Vaar Sat (841-843)
Chhant (843-848)
Vaar Bilaaval (849-855)
Bhagat Bani (855-858)
ਰਾਗੁ ਗੋਂਡ | Raag Gond
Gurbani (859-869)
Ashtpadiyan (869)
Bhagat Bani (870-875)
ਰਾਗੁ ਰਾਮਕਲੀ | Raag Ramkalee
Ashtpadiyan (902-916)
Gurbani (876-902)
Anand (917-922)
Sadd (923-924)
Chhant (924-929)
Dakhnee (929-938)
Sidh Gosat (938-946)
Vaar Ramkalee (947-968)
ਰਾਗੁ ਨਟ ਨਾਰਾਇਨ | Raag Nat Narayan
Gurbani (975-980)
Ashtpadiyan (980-983)
ਰਾਗੁ ਮਾਲੀ ਗਉੜਾ | Raag Maalee Gauraa
Gurbani (984-988)
Bhagat Bani (988)
ਰਾਗੁ ਮਾਰੂ | Raag Maaroo
Gurbani (889-1008)
Ashtpadiyan (1008-1014)
Kaafee (1014-1016)
Ashtpadiyan (1016-1019)
Anjulian (1019-1020)
Solhe (1020-1033)
Dakhni (1033-1043)
ਰਾਗੁ ਤੁਖਾਰੀ | Raag Tukhaari
Bara Maha (1107-1110)
Chhant (1110-1117)
ਰਾਗੁ ਕੇਦਾਰਾ | Raag Kedara
Gurbani (1118-1123)
Bhagat Bani (1123-1124)
ਰਾਗੁ ਭੈਰਉ | Raag Bhairo
Gurbani (1125-1152)
Partaal (1153)
Ashtpadiyan (1153-1167)
ਰਾਗੁ ਬਸੰਤੁ | Raag Basant
Gurbani (1168-1187)
Ashtpadiyan (1187-1193)
Vaar Basant (1193-1196)
ਰਾਗੁ ਸਾਰਗ | Raag Saarag
Gurbani (1197-1200)
Partaal (1200-1231)
Ashtpadiyan (1232-1236)
Chhant (1236-1237)
Vaar Saarang (1237-1253)
ਰਾਗੁ ਮਲਾਰ | Raag Malaar
Gurbani (1254-1293)
Partaal (1265-1273)
Ashtpadiyan (1273-1278)
Chhant (1278)
Vaar Malaar (1278-91)
Bhagat Bani (1292-93)
ਰਾਗੁ ਕਾਨੜਾ | Raag Kaanraa
Gurbani (1294-96)
Partaal (1296-1318)
Ashtpadiyan (1308-1312)
Chhant (1312)
Vaar Kaanraa
Bhagat Bani (1318)
ਰਾਗੁ ਕਲਿਆਨ | Raag Kalyaan
Gurbani (1319-23)
Ashtpadiyan (1323-26)
ਰਾਗੁ ਪ੍ਰਭਾਤੀ | Raag Prabhaatee
Gurbani (1327-1341)
Ashtpadiyan (1342-51)
ਰਾਗੁ ਜੈਜਾਵੰਤੀ | Raag Jaijaiwanti
Gurbani (1352-53)
Salok | Gatha | Phunahe | Chaubole | Swayiye
Sehskritee Mahala 1
Sehskritee Mahala 5
Gaathaa Mahala 5
Phunhay Mahala 5
Chaubolae Mahala 5
Shaloks Bhagat Kabir
Shaloks Sheikh Farid
Swaiyyae Mahala 5
Swaiyyae in Praise of Gurus
Shaloks in Addition To Vaars
Shalok Ninth Mehl
Mundavanee Mehl 5
ਰਾਗ ਮਾਲਾ, Raag Maalaa
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<blockquote data-quote="Harry Haller" data-source="post: 202964" data-attributes="member: 14641"><p>There was also a 5 year old UK boy would prefer to try and burn the house down rather than go play cricket and football, people scared him, they were different, he would prefer more interesting things like burning houses.</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>His parents knowing his interest, were put off completely having children for another 5 years!</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>causing as much mischief as he could, was his preferred way of enjoying his childhood.</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>His mother was very protective and aware of his 'mad' nature His father on the other hand , somewhere on the inside, rejected the boy for his stupidity.</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>"]He grows up into a man who has no interest in normal women, but rather feels on a romantic, emotional and sexual level towards lots of women with strange and often illegal fetishes. But he discovers himself in a world which is not-at-all pleasant from his perspective and for people like him. He discovers he is a minority , in a world which for the most part hates and rejects him. His family, his relatives silently reject him. His govt criminalizes him. His very existence is known but still never talked of ! because its something that should be kept under covers. <strong>He is one of the unmentionables</strong> . <strong>So unworthy is he , worse than a woman in a patriarchal society where heterosexual men call the shots </strong></p><p><strong></strong></p><p><strong></strong></p><p></p><p></p><p>when I was 6, I saw a record cover in a relatives house, I remember it quite distinctly, it had a woman on the front, dressed in leather, a man was bending in front of her, and she had her heel on his back, I remember the feelings I had looking at it, I did not understand them at the time, but at that point I knew I was different, I was not changed, it had nothing to do with my upbringing, I was born that way, with those thieves, with those challenges, and with those potential pleasures, I have experienced the highest of highs and the lowest of lows, and its all been a great game, every day I know how to play the game a bit better, to understand myself a bit better, to grow a bit, to have a bit more discipline, a bit more sense, every now and then, when its a full moon, I sit in my living room, waiting for night, and then, when everyone is asleep, I take to the night, and I howl, and I howl till I can howl no more, and in the morning, when I return, with the taste of rabbit blood in my mouth, dirty, tired, I will be free from the howling for a while, you could not take on this madness, no, this is god given, just like yours. or maybe in your case, its god curable, maybe its not a gift to you, like mine is, maybe it was given by one of the devils, and its your duty to rid yourself of it, to fight it, to become a shell, a husk, or you could just enjoy life to the best of your ability, live, and learn about yourself, who you are, what your about, and when you've done that, do me a favour, accept yourself, and then embrace yourself, you have just found out the meaning of life.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Harry Haller, post: 202964, member: 14641"] There was also a 5 year old UK boy would prefer to try and burn the house down rather than go play cricket and football, people scared him, they were different, he would prefer more interesting things like burning houses. His parents knowing his interest, were put off completely having children for another 5 years! causing as much mischief as he could, was his preferred way of enjoying his childhood. His mother was very protective and aware of his 'mad' nature His father on the other hand , somewhere on the inside, rejected the boy for his stupidity. "]He grows up into a man who has no interest in normal women, but rather feels on a romantic, emotional and sexual level towards lots of women with strange and often illegal fetishes. But he discovers himself in a world which is not-at-all pleasant from his perspective and for people like him. He discovers he is a minority , in a world which for the most part hates and rejects him. His family, his relatives silently reject him. His govt criminalizes him. His very existence is known but still never talked of ! because its something that should be kept under covers. [B]He is one of the unmentionables[/B] . [B]So unworthy is he , worse than a woman in a patriarchal society where heterosexual men call the shots [/B] when I was 6, I saw a record cover in a relatives house, I remember it quite distinctly, it had a woman on the front, dressed in leather, a man was bending in front of her, and she had her heel on his back, I remember the feelings I had looking at it, I did not understand them at the time, but at that point I knew I was different, I was not changed, it had nothing to do with my upbringing, I was born that way, with those thieves, with those challenges, and with those potential pleasures, I have experienced the highest of highs and the lowest of lows, and its all been a great game, every day I know how to play the game a bit better, to understand myself a bit better, to grow a bit, to have a bit more discipline, a bit more sense, every now and then, when its a full moon, I sit in my living room, waiting for night, and then, when everyone is asleep, I take to the night, and I howl, and I howl till I can howl no more, and in the morning, when I return, with the taste of rabbit blood in my mouth, dirty, tired, I will be free from the howling for a while, you could not take on this madness, no, this is god given, just like yours. or maybe in your case, its god curable, maybe its not a gift to you, like mine is, maybe it was given by one of the devils, and its your duty to rid yourself of it, to fight it, to become a shell, a husk, or you could just enjoy life to the best of your ability, live, and learn about yourself, who you are, what your about, and when you've done that, do me a favour, accept yourself, and then embrace yourself, you have just found out the meaning of life. [/QUOTE]
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