WJKK WJKF, Sangat ji, in past time i feel very bad... My parents don´t allow me to take amrit, until they found a girl for me and get me married... They told me , if i take amrit they will give me the sack..... I am really struggling.. I live in Hungary, there arent many Sikhs... And if there are any, they are Monas... but I dont want to live like a Mona.... Anyway my parents arent really religious - They are in these typically "Jatt/Punjabi- Virasats".... They said i have no Option, I can decide if i am married... And I think they will, marry me to a girl who wants a clean shaven or whatever... She wouldnt want me talking amrit, as well.. If i take amrit before marriage, they wouldnt be able to find any women for me, since my brother is already married, I would bring disgrace over my family... I think I am the only Sadar in my state...Anyway.. I respect my parents, like i respect every other human on this planet- but I don´t know what to do... I am really in tune with Sikhi, with waheguru, and i feel very blessed - I really want to become amritdhari - to be blessed with his kirpa my lifelong, I want to live a truthfull, dedicated live to god.. I don´t care if i will get married or not, find a women or not - I just want to be free, in everything i do... I already talked to my parents, about Sikhi - told them that its wrong, what they are doing , that there are more important things etc... But they dont listen to me and respond that they will bounce me out of the house... so please help me! I dont want to loose my family, and i dont want to live without gurus grace.. I am full aged- if they wish they can bounce me out due to europeans law... but i dont want, that they feel bad...I only want to live a life, in chardi kala.... with gurus kirpa..