I just feel irritated towards him. Its not that we had a healthy relationship in the first place anytime. But I just don't feel any warmth in his company . His remarks are mean , and I don't like them. Earlier I was unemployed, but even now that I have a job, he still calls me lazy and loser . He speaks in a loud voice all the time . If I tell him to change, he says his voice is like that. And its as if he just wants to pick up fights. I really feel pissed off. He gives me too much krodh and then there's that melodramatic mother of mine who blows up things out of proportion . She almost has OCD i guess and then she gives me lecture like for half an hour if she feels I have wronged her in anyway. And then those tears and emotional out-pour. I don't have any siblings which I think makes it worse. I don't wanna be neglectful towards my parents for all they have done for me, but I just feel so much of krodh and annoyance at their behaviour sometimes. Seeing god in them doesn't seem to help what should I do ?