Today is my birthday, it has been a good day, lots of work, and the best bit is that I have spent most of the day in Naam. It is a good connection today, I feel at peace, observing Hukam is certainly the best idea I have ever had with a view to gaining some sort of perspective on life.

Both my mother and brother seem surprised that I have decided to spend the day alone, I have convinced my wife to go see a film with my stepson, and am quite happy at the moment rebuilding an old IBM...

Well has been a week or so, and I have attempted to reside within Hukam as best I can, when there has been a decision to make, either with what to think, do or say, I have taken the road that I feel Guruji would agree with, it has worked well, if my mind is a garden, it appears to be lacking weeds.

I have noted though, that concepts, actions that I thought were me, are merely habit, once the focus is taken off them, they seem to wither and die, it is true what they say, “Sow a thought,...

ਵਾਹਿਗੁਰੂ ਜੀ...

ਇਹ ਸਿਰਫ ਉਨਾ ਵੀਰਾ ਭੇਣਾ ਲੈ ਹੈ ਜੀ ਜੇਹਰੇ ਕਹੰਦੇ ਹਾਂ ਕੀ ਮੰਨ ਸਾਫ਼ ਹੋਣਾ ਚਾਹੀਦਾ ਹੈ...

Na ham change akhiah bura na disai koe..!!


na ham=na asi, change akhiah=na main apne app nu changa kehnda han;bura=bhaira,mara=bad person,,,na=nahi,,,disai=disna,,,koi=koye v.


is tukk vich guru nanak dev ji kehnday han(jina te waheguru ji de mehar hunde aa una da man andar nimrta,sthirta hunde nd(sthirta= adhol awasta= us person nu harak sog nal farak nae painda na us nu praise ch nindyea nal farak painda)) us insaan nu apne vich koi gun najar nae aounda...

My idiocy is getting us nowhere, although its tempting to 'be myself', the truth is it just does not feel comfortable anymore, as indeed does being an alpha male.

A week ago, I decided there was no option but compete surrender to the Hukam, I have had enough of attempting to find out who I am, why I do things, think things, say things, the truth of the matter is that I can be anyone I want to be, but the most comfortable I will ever be is the 'me' that was intended to be me. I have...