There is a definite lack of connection, I am intrigued to find I am not drowning in a sea of filth, so lesson 1, the desire for base is not connected with the connection, or non connection.

No, its more of an empty feeling, of not being connected to anything really, just existing, I am as unconnected to the base, as I am to Creator,

Its the 1st December, the 4th has a huge significance for me, I think I will keep going in this fashion and attempt to wake up on Sunday,...