Sikh Philosophy Network - Entries for November 2011

Goodbye Mr Cuddles Hello Mysticism

Posted 26-Nov-2011 at 17:18 PM by harry haller

Mr Cuddles is dead, I suffocated him with a pillow whilst he was preaching the value of a good cuddle. I keep making the same mistakes again and again, instead of concentrating on the core me, and understanding me, and developing me through discipline and wisdom, I seem to find it easier to construct a new personality with all the facets of who I wish to be, and dip my toe in that personality for a while, as usual, my wife is unsure who I am, unsure what to expect of me, and as I am unable to live...

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Lust......

Posted 25-Nov-2011 at 20:53 PM by harry haller

My attempt at a no lust week failed miserably, I have to concede that I am a better man without lust, and it so hard to control it, I can understand why one would want to destroy it completely, but then destruction is easier than understanding, understanding and discipline are hard, in fact the complete lack of any discipline this week,both in action, and mentally, has left me feeling quite sorry for myself, I have contemplated leaning towards mysticism to fill the void, but the more I explore mysticism,...

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Lust......

Posted 25-Nov-2011 at 20:53 PM by harry haller

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No signal

Posted 21-Nov-2011 at 04:28 AM by harry haller

Strange things are going on, I am alive, I get up, I go to work, I come home, but there is something missing, although I am only aware of something missing due to the time I spent being Mr Cuddles, Lust has managed to work itself way back into my life, not as hugely as it used to be, and its more of a big white bull now, but nevertheless, I have to concede that time without lust had a certain purity to it, and I certainly felt more connected because of it.

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First quiet day

Posted 17-Nov-2011 at 16:12 PM by harry haller

First quiet day since Sunday, Lola ferret went to the vets on Monday, they kept her in and pumped her full of antiobiotics, but Tuesday brought the sad news that it would be best to put her to sleep. I went to see her with my stepson, and we gave her one last cuddle, my stepson has said very little since Tuesday, although I can tell from his hugs and kisses when I say hello or bye, that he is quite sad about the whole thing, we are all pretty sad, but circle of life and all that, I posted a few...

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