Hello, I been a member about a month and have been casually reading the forum, I hate hello's and goodbyes but I thought it's about time I introduced myself.
I'm 24 and was born in mainly a non-religious non-practising
Sikh family, but ever since I was a kid I have always thought I was going crazy constantly thinking about God and religion all the time? Its taken me a long time to own up to the fact that these thoughts are here for a reason and since i've been reading bani things are getting clearer slowly.
Oh I named myself 'Killa Sin' after my favourite rapper from a group called Killarmy, but its just reminder to me that ive committed some killer sins...Ive never been afraid of anything but I am afraid now of the reality of some of things I have done and how far away I've gone from God